It has been a good summer so far for me. Spent some time with my brother and his kids at a remote cabin in SE Alaska, not a drop of rain all week,lots of fishing and planning for fishing, watched my son Brock win the log rolling championships for the 6&7 yr. olds, and I was able to sit back and listen to others teach. All and all it was refreshing and allowed me to clear my stuffy and rambling head.
Not sure if I am completely ready for being back in the saddle for the Fall, but I have found that I am not really ever completely ready for saddling up again. I have this idea that if you just give me a little more time then I'll really be ready. But that little more time is just fear holding me back. Procrastination is my drug of choice at times.
Well, time to kick the habit, life is moving on quickly and I don't want to miss out. Thank goodness my wife won't let me miss out. Even though I drag my feet, and she is at times dragging me along. I really don't resent even though I pretend like I do... because it forces me to experience life. And that is what most excites me about this fall, embracing all things CHANGE... those moments of nervousness and "holding my breath" that let me know that God has something new in store. And I am ready for new. Maybe even a new saddle...